Sunday, September 21, 2008
im back!


yaw! yaw! watsup peeps! im back...after long stressful weeks....wahh! can siao wan u knw! basically there're too many things happening in one go....first,the studies....i fail maths and POA for prelims! argh! F9 and E8....aiyoyo! super damn mati liao...argh! but actually serve me rite lah...never practise and never even bother...people study,i play psp....haiyo!....other subjects was ok lah....first time i pass physics,not in borderline case sia!! wohoo! my science was rather ok....science ok,humans drop....aiyoyo! never study for SS but still pass...hey! hey! winks!* but goeg was bad too...never study...see lah wad happen! when u're too complacent,this is wad happpened....haix...english...was fine siaa! not in borderline anymore! same marks with my greentortoise! wohoo! the highest was 63 and i've got 61! hehe...me and her the same marks! mcm janji jer! hee...lols! im worried for my maths! argh!! need help!
other than studies,there're relationship...we broke off...there are just many reasons that prove that she's not the kind for me...heard many stories from many people and she's jus not rite for me...im sori...im sori adeq,im sori hid,im sori everyone...i've been thru too much and i cant accept to be hurt again...yes,im abit egoistic....but this ego of mine determines my future..determines my life...there's a reason for everything...rmbr? im jus being safe...its true and i can't deny that after fatin,im strictly serious with her but after a while,she's turns out not what i tht she is...no offence...im jus making my stand and saying that i've changed...for the better...i wan what's good for me..for my future...i knw she's changed...but chances are given and im the captain of my own ship...i lead my own way...i determine my own direction....im sori i've crushed your heart...but it certainly crushed mine too...even more....jus that i wont show...i will only show to someone that i really love alot and i trust whole heartedly...BLABLABLA!
eeyer! emo lah sey! hahas! lols! dad bought larrie full set for me...i mean belt + wallet +purse.....cool! happy siot!...and we're back again....watch movie with her...went study with her...spent time together...it's jus so great having her back....seriously...im making a promise,on the net...i will neither leave nor hurt her anymore,like i did last time...i'll make it as a learning lesson for me and i will take care of her more than ever b4....i love u so much syg! i do...rmbr our promise alrite? =) whee!! now its sunday 21 sep,0916 hrs....havent bathe...hehe...jus went online and frustrated bcoz cant seem to change my skin! argh! and and and i cant wait to jamm again...there're a few privates in t2s and im exciting to get to knw them...but for knw...my attention is to her and my studies...wohoo!! banzai!
peace!