Saturday, November 29, 2008
is it real?
yaw! waddup people out there? having fun? haix...theres alot goin thru my mind right now...many things...tomoro the courts delivery are coming...dad jus bought lots of stuffs...i dunno lah he...bonus i guess...where's my psp??? grrrrr....oh yah,he bought a clothes dryer,a new lappie and a new pc desktop...cant wait siaa! but on the other hand...would all this stuff brings out all the cheers in me? would buying all these stuff would make me happy? im jus confused...its jus me at home when he's gone....no one else...no friends no activities no soccer courts....haix...bored...next thing on mind is adeq...fought with her again...but this time,its big time...i jus dunno myself...am i changing? for better or for worse?? argh!! this is so confusing...i jus dunno wat i do wrong that ends up this way...i need help....i need a counselor...its 1 08am now and im still glued to this chair and stuck to this keyboard...dads asleep and the tv is still on,always been on...jus dont feel like syahiir....dunno y...am i really changing? but for better or for worse...another side of me says migrating to australia like adzhar would be great...new surrounding...new friends...new everything...where no one could judge you and stop you from anything....haix...im confused...peace!