Thursday, January 29, 2009
astronomy anthology
ASTRONOMY ANTHOLOGYyaw! waddup peeps?! its been two days since i last click on to blogspot.com...im bored actually...not catastrophic or special events that ive been to....except that i've been to sungei buloh nature reserve wit syg and went jamming with the dudes....(more pictures at my facebook)and yah...im having quite a stressful week...seriously speaking...not to be emo or anything but im serious with love now....i've been a b**** i know but now,im a diff man...i love her so much and the question that runs thru my mind is "is she ever serious?" "will she ever fight for me?" i mean its like im willing to do whatever to make her happy and stuff but y didn't i get to see her fighting for me? i've studied in astronomy anthology that virgo and scorpio are not campatible with each other...is it true? im mean i've learnt jus a lot to understand all this...and i have lives as examples...cancer is known to be the weakest h0roscope among the others...and they tend to stressed out so easily...they tend to listen then to be heard....they sometimes cant control themselves...their love is strong but they tend to always listen and follow orders,never to make them...thus,these t ypes of people commit suicide...its the fact...im not here to scutinize anyone(no one) but hey,its about me too...its my life...education get me this far and i play by the book... and there its written virgo and scorpio is not compatible...so how? i cant jus leave her...i love her like crazy...its too deep to be destroyed...dad doesn't like her...im trying my best to convince him...trying my very very best...he wants the best for me...i know that...he wants my future to be bright....not like his....he wants his son to be more successful then he is...and to add on to it,he wants me to have a gurl who is hardworking,respectful,strong in religious beliefs,dresses politely and able to work the extra mile to make sure she's moulding a bright future...i cant see that in her...its totally the opposite....im trying my best to mould her...it took me cries,stressing out,getting weak to make sure she's changing...the question is now "is she even trying?" haix...im dissapointed...that day she went to work...she met this guy at work...he's 23,handsome(not to be gay),very kind,friendly,small size and a 'ladies choice' i would say...she talked to him like friends and this is what happen...she told this guy that im going ns..."hows ur boyfwen" he ask. "ouh! he's goin to ns soon" she replied...what is she trying to say? making him know that she's available and you can try to go on with her? i mean think guys...what else does that mean? im not goin ns soon and she's saying all that?? haix...then to make it worse...the next few days she worked with the supervisor and was so damn freking shocked knowing that this guy is maried!! what the hell is that suppose to mean??? what the fu*k?!to to strenghten my side of the case...t've talked to this guy...and the jackpot is he's a counseller! he learnt about this "astronomy anthology" thingy and he's an expert i would say...he saves lives and he's like a fortune teller...he tell me what i really am,my character,my attitude,my subjects towards problems and they are all correct! perfect! i mean i asked about some other horoscopes and they're all true..come on guys...this is important for me...are you willing to see me suffer in the future or lead a happy life....i jus need ur comments thats all...leave ur comment,opinions,guide,advices...i really really need it now...and i can assure that things like this won't happen again....because scorpio keep their secrets to themselves...they take things like this very seriously and they are able to keep all the pain,bullies,hurts and all and keep it to themselves...they're strong willed but jus dont 'step on the wrong wire'...and he'll shoot everythin out from a-z and thats when no one could ever stand it....so guys,just leave ur comments,advices,anything! tell your fwens...ask them to read this post and comment....only u guys could make me think...please...peace!