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Tuesday, February 03, 2009
yaw! yaw! waddup peeps...this post is gonna be a special one...the most important post ive written via the net...this is for adeq shasha...hope u guys pass it on to her if she never ever pass by this blog ever again...haiz....lifes tough...yah...i can see that...it has been even more confusing since i stepped into '09...i cant seem to understand anything adeq...i know ive been a carefree brother this few months but i had reasons...werk,commitment to music, and her? ur hating me bcoz im with her? i mean i love her...the least u could do is to understand whr i stand now...u dun have to hate me...
see now...would anyone,i mean anyone wants to love me like i love her now when they know i used to be a b****? anyone? have u ever thought of that? after the relationship with ur kak chubs ive given up on love...u guys talk it out to me and i felt shameful enough..."biar putih tulang,jangan putih mate" ever heard of it...it means biar mati daripada menanggung malu...it ever came thru my mind but it makes no sense and impact if im gone,forever....i knew life would remain the same and u guys will be more happier...thats for sure....i know my presence in ur life never makes any difference...
im ashamed enough and it hurts real bad...hw am i gonna face u guys?u can see me happy,crazy but have u ever heard of people who never show their problems to anyone? its me here...im a scorpio and scorpio's never show and speak out thier problems....like in my previous 'astronomy anthology' post....scorpio are strong-willed and they could take in hurts,pain,stress and keep it in them w/out sharing it with others...thats me u see...i jus felt that im a no one now even if i had anything bcoz ive given up...i knw no one could understand me more like what kak fatin's trying to do...im doing my very best to mould her,to change her....so that she'll have a bright future...so that if one day im gone,everythins will be fine...
im sori i cant contact u often adeq...my lines is suspended...i mean im not using my fon for the time moment...i tried my best to check on u guys like i did yesterday...i tried...but about u hating me,treating me like a stone on the floor really hurts me bad...i know after this ur still be angry with me and stuff and wanted to debate more....i understand adeq....scold me as u wish....hate me as u want...bcoz i know,im not a good brother and my presence dun mean a thing in this world...i guess ive spoken enough...they're more things i'd love to say but like i said it won't brings any good to this world...
peace...
i tried...and i failed u...